"Wisdom cannot be imparted. Wisdom that a wise man attempts to impart always sounds like foolishness to someone else ... Knowledge can be communicated, but not wisdom. One can find it, live it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it." — Hermann Hesse, Siddhartha

welcome to Jae's sperging. a personal site for when the urge to externalize the interior becomes too great. somewhere between a blog, a wiki, and a manifesto from the cia, i hope to get recruited so i may become a martyr.

i think about how eurocentric the world is, how much of the eastern world, culture and religion we truly don't understand and isn't within the mainstream consciousness the way a word arrives before its meaning does. i've recently enjoyed hegel and lacan alot . i'm interested in psychoanalysis as a basis for everything but i don't believe in it as something that is always based on rational thought and the essence of something that doesn't pertain to be rational, I'm currently taking Ashwagandha so my psychopathy is in remission i'm practically BPD at this point i hope to be not to narcissistic or evil.

this site is jack's deepest insecurities fully encapsulated into word form.

• 8/4/2026 Your own paedia.
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